And I don't sleep I don't sleep I don't sleep 'till it's light.



Somewhere in the world I will be loved for who I am.

I still can't manage to get my grade up in English, it's pathetic. I used to have a high B+ but then it magically dropped down to a F. Now it's at a D+, but Jesus Christ.

I've really gotten into the bands Wolf Parade and Kings of Leon now. I love this type of easing going indie music. Wolf Parade sounds a little weird but once you get past the sympathiser and actually listen to the words, then you really get a feel for it. Kings of Leon has this country indie feel to them, but they're still so good. The writing on the very top is from Shine A Light by Wolf Parade.

given a chance, i wanna be somebody
if for one dance, i wanna be somebody
open the door, it's gonna make you love me
facing the door
i wanna be somebody from Be Somebody by Kings of Leon.

It's a nice 64 degress out and I was able to go outside in a tank top and some jeans with flipflops and be perfectly comfortable. I can't wait until the summer. I'm hoping Warped Tour is a garuntee this year, I really am. I love going to shows, but since I don't have my own car and I have school, I barely get to go.

Godnight and Good day.

i've decided that i want hell or glory, nothing in-between. i am never the same person when i wake up. i am destined for big things and i am determined to get out of woodbridge, virginia. i'm not asking for london, paris, tokyo, or new york; i'm asking for a change of pace, to move to a place where i feel like i can be myself.



i want to attend the university of baltimore. it's far enough away that i won't feel like i'm home, but close enough so that when i need that hug from my mommy i can go get it.

my phone is completely broken and won't charge anymore. i might have to wait till my birthday to get a new one. this is ridiclous.

people only think about who you used to be, not how much you've changed.

i've learnt that i've got a lot more going for me than i thougt possible. for the first time in a long time i am actually happy with myself and ready to learn from the past mistakes i've made. i;m actually going to do something for myself for once.

tomorrow it will be exactly two months till my birthday. i really don't want anything or want to do anything for it. the day before i will be taking my SAT so on my birthday, sunday may 3rd, all i want to do is relax and be by myself. 17 isn't that big of a deal.